I miss having a girlfriend to talk to about anything and everything. I miss having that friend who knew everything about me, who could explain myself to me when I didn't understand why I was feeling a certain way. I miss having that friend who always knew when I just needed her to be there to sit with me in silence.

I worry that I'll never stop needing her. I worry that part of my heart will always feel empty. I know, I will probably never have a friend like that again and it really sucks.

Does this shit ever get any easier?